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whats my problem?

The Problem with love...
i really love my boyfriend and want to stay with him but..theres something i cant indentifice.
its the memorie of my ex
I've saw him just yesterday, but hes not the same too much colder and uglier.
But still im texting my boyfriend with him, theyre friends and look nearly the same.
Luv black hair guys lol
qiete i dont know my problem, i'm always thinking of this time but i can't identifice why
fuck.
Always i'm seeing his new one, i have a negativ feeling.
I just want it back the way it was before.
At least, me and you can't work, i'm not shy enough.give u criticz..
you really don't like that, i know

I CANT HELP IT.

i think noone can help me.
Fuck.

Sorry :x

Well.. my last post was i think euhmm.. 4 month ago. I'm so sorry but my Life has completely changed.
I found the best boyfriend on earth aaand forgot my summer love.
Nothing really extreme exciting has happened.
I'm fine & you guys out there?
Oh yes, i decided to post in english because in Summer i'll fly to America for 3 weeks.
My nearly best friend H. moved there yesterday. I'm very tried but i have got luck to see her in summer
alright .
See you next time when i'm writing .

xxx