whats my problem?

The Problem with love...
i really love my boyfriend and want to stay with him but..theres something i cant indentifice.
its the memorie of my ex
I've saw him just yesterday, but hes not the same too much colder and uglier.
But still im texting my boyfriend with him, theyre friends and look nearly the same.
Luv black hair guys lol
qiete i dont know my problem, i'm always thinking of this time but i can't identifice why
fuck.
Always i'm seeing his new one, i have a negativ feeling.
I just want it back the way it was before.
At least, me and you can't work, i'm not shy enough.give u criticz..
you really don't like that, i know

I CANT HELP IT.

i think noone can help me.
Fuck.